ShiGersDawn

I look through my DeviantArt and feel just completely embarrassed for the requests I've done, the bad anatomy, and the horrible pony drawings.  I feel like I should start fresh and draw new things.  I don't want to be a pony artist.  I don't want to be the girl who draws creepy things for people like I have no clue what they're really for.  I don't want to be the person who doesn't practice every day.  I'll be thinking about this.

... I'm just really disappointed in myself.

I finally finished that request I had for the longest time.  And you know what?  I'm mad at myself for letting technology get the better of me when it comes to drawing.  Sure, I'm a procrastinator already, but when I'm really, REALLY trying to get some stuff done, it just doesn't happen.  Stupid "tablet driver this" and "can't read that" and no pressure sensitivity and sharp, angular lines have wrecked me and driven me crazy! I've tried to get help for tablet repairs and in the end, had to resort to a mouse to finish the work.  Needless to say, I'm laying off of digital for a while, clear my head.  You know. Thank you to guyperson13 for bei